Ehh............

I'm one day into 43 years of life and already I have to adopt a new outlook on things.....A while back a friend and I had a discussion about child rearing.  We will NEVER see eye to eye on it because the things she allows/does/says I just can't see myself doing with/to/around my children.  So I assume since this person is still bitter because I didn't kiss their ass (which is NEVER an option for me), they decided they would ATTEMPT to do something hurtful to me.  I can't give examples because I'm not trying to put anyone on blast. #seriously What I can say is that their attempt did nothing but end our chapter together and slam the book CLOSED.....
Sometimes when I give up on a relationship I will shut down and not say how I feel.  Mainly because I feel when you tell someone all of that you're trying to "repair" the disconnect in the relationship.  I honestly don't think I want to repair anything here.  It's really not worth it.  Things are fine as is, to me at least.  Also, the last time I did express my feelings the person side stepped around what I was saying to make it seem like I wasn't feeling exactly what I was feeling.
This type of "throwing in the towel" attitude has always been me.  Not to say that that is necessarily a good character trait....It's just my way of coping.  I do it with romantic relationships as well as friendships.....Sometimes you just have to shrug and say, "Ehh" and move on....
When I throw in this towel, there is no animosity/anger/bitterness....Just, "Ehh"....I don't have the desire to continue with this foolishness so I'm out. #dueces

I thank and appreciate all who will read.  Peace.